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Ive gone into a depression

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Zoe1

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because of my addict brother becoming ill
family palming it all off onto me
feel there is a ton weight on my shoulders
where has my fun mood gone ?

I was managing until I spoke to my aunt about it
and realised she was playing hard ball with me
like a game of tag you're it
you're the one with responsibility for this situation
not a fun chat at all

im naive and I fell for it until afterwards
then sent her an email to backtrack which makes me look mean
my own family

shes a kind of professional matriarchal type
with a beady eye watchful for any weaknesses
where she might trip me up

we had such a nice relationship
until this came into it
 
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Zoe1

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thanks Fairy

I'm feeling a bit better now
I thought instead of fighting it I will go down into it
see whats in there and wait to come out

maybe that works for now

:loveshower::loveshower::loveshower:
 
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Darknesssdaughter

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You don't deserve depression. It doesn't feel good to be the scapegoat.
Glad you are feeling better.

Hope your plan will work.
 
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Zoe1

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thankyou Darkness !

you are very supportive ! yes I'm a digger
I think that works for me

:grouphug: ✨
 
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EstherRose94

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You’re not to blame for your brothers health. You can only do your best for him. I hope he and you get better soon ❤

the forum isn’t the same without playful Zoe! But we love ya no matter what mood you’re in so keep posting.
 
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Zoe1

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thanks Esther nice compliment !

feeling a bit better tonight , had a face to face group
and lots of help from here
and some support from my step mother too

♥
 
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Zoe1

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thanks Midnights , n yeah no wonder I cant seem to get well ! :hug: ✨
 
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Di9nysus

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Glad your feeling a bit better about things Zoe :hug:

Di9
 
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