in order to stop my family getting hurt, it's the end for me, not much else to say since it seems pointless apart from good luck on your personal journeys.
I am very glad you haven't harmed yourself. I too, am with the Early Intervention team, and I am having problems with them.i think i was being rash, i can sort this, not that the early intervention team were any use today they said if i said something to them tht might cause me or someone else immediate danger they would have to tell the appropriate people. theres nobody to speak to really thats purely confidential it sucks.
i dont want to die, just dont want my family to either :S
A while back i looked at my notes from when it all started, it made me even cringe I was thinking the same thing, i don't want my kids to stumble on these.i did do but on here i got worried about who was viewing it. and in real life what if someone found it.