It's not a delusion

[Hello Everybody]

Yes I did, but I believe I don't have a private life anymore.

You do have a private life. Nobody is watching you. Even on here, we only know you as Tvgirl. Other than that we have no idea who you are

 

[Tvgirl]

You do have a private life. Nobody is watching you. Even on here, we only know you as Tvgirl. Other than that we have no idea who you are

Thanks. I'm really trying.

 

[Tvgirl]

I'm afraid I will live with this delusion for a long time. That's how real it seems.

 

[Debaura500]

Now that you know it is a delusion you can talk to your Dr about it.

 

[Hello Everybody]

Thanks. I'm really trying.

I know you are trying and you are doing well. Keep trying and eventually things will get better for you

 

[Pollypop]

I'm afraid I will live with this delusion for a long time. That's how real it seems.

You’ve admitted it’s a delusion and that it only seems real.
Good thoughts.

 

[Passionflower]

If you call it a delusion it can only mean you are not deluded as you believe it only seems real. This means you have some insight after all. If you really 100% believed it was really happening you would not call it a delusion.

 

[Tvgirl]

If you call it a delusion it can only mean you are not deluded as you believe it only seems real. This means you have some insight after all. If you really 100% believed it was really happening you would not call it a delusion.

I don't 100% believe it is a delusion. I still believe it's real.

 

[protocol]

Yes I did, but I believe I don't have a private life anymore.

So what do you want? What will you do with it?
Did you enjoy the weekend?

 

[Debaura500]

I don't 100% believe it is a delusion. I still believe it's real.

It's not real ! You need to get back on your meds

 

[Tvgirl]

So what do you want? What will you do with it?
Did you enjoy the weekend?

I don't know what to do with it. Delusion or not I'm suffering.

 

[Tvgirl]

It's not real ! You need to get back on your meds

I am on meds, nothing changed.

 

[Pollypop]

I am on meds, nothing changed.

It will soon.
You are seeing the psychiatrist soon
and changing meds.

 

[Tvgirl]

It will soon.
You are seeing the psychiatrist soon
and changing meds.

Do I really not have a camera or microphone in me? I really want to believe you.

 

[itsmeagain]

So how do I talk myself out of this delusion?

You need to accept your mind plays rotten tricks on you.
It does not mean you are in any way inferior to other people, nor are you mad.
Mad is mainly used as a term of abuse and contempt.
Get a meds review.
Good luck.