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IT's ALL My Fault

Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

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It is all my fault. I've pushed away everyone. I'm done.
 
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who have you pushed away?
 
Lincoln1990

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Sue and everyone on here
 
Lincoln1990

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I don't get it. I'm serious. I don't get this. One minute I'm fine (as fine as I can be), the next I'm suicidal. I'm so fucking sick of this.
 
Lincoln1990

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Go ahead and say shit about me. I don't care. I'm sure everyone would be happy if I offed myself.
 
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Aw Lincoln,not at all,sorry you're so upset and up and down now,I get this way when I'm very bad,no one would want that for you I've read some of your posts here and there,you have got this far,Its a bloody shitty world is this and what people like us and others on the forum go through and its so misunderstood:/ talk to us �� al talk you to sleep if I can,tomorrows another day and we could do this together,what say? x
 
Lincoln1990

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I might as well be dead. nobody likes me here
 
Lincoln1990

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doesn't anyone understand I'm trying my hardest not to take things to heart...and failing? I'm doing what I can. Now I've upset someone (can't say who) and I can't handle this.
 
Lincoln1990

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I have to go to the bank. I will be back on later if you would like. I need to talk to someone.
 
Jaminacaranda

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Lincoln I'm sure you know that everyone on this forum cares about you and how you feel and I understand that you are a highly sensitive and reactive person and that must be so hard for you to deal with. What I don't understand is why you feel immediate guilt for everything that you do when you are obviously not a bad person at all - perhaps that relates to something in your past that I'm not aware of. I'm amazed that you have the ability to get and sustain a full-time job coz so many people can't, people who don't experience any problems like you do. You should be proud! People admire you - I wish you could admire yourself. x
 
Lincoln1990

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I feel like I can't go. I feel very suicidal. I feel like this all was a mistake. I feel really bad. I've made Sue mad and now hurt someone on here. I don't think when I post sometimes and I'm a bad person for that.

It is extremely hard to stay in control at work. And the voices go really bad at work.

I feel really suicidal
 
Lincoln1990

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I feel like I should never have been born. I wouldn't hurt people if I weren't born.
 
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