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it wasn't me!

dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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...I tried so hard to become my personal in-experience

the tricky days and the twice as tricky nights...and the unbelievables in between!

there it was I admit...that I did notice the ridiculous parts of myself..

and it was way too late...almost way too silly too late

..and then 'comfort' raped and pillaged me...

I re-considered why I jumped off an insanely high dysfunction and landed so comfortable in ...

a dangerous but satisfying location...

...the point?

my heart wants to live forever...

my terrible brain is a terrible thing

my brain hurts me

whatever my mental illness decides to interfere with?

and whatever my mental illness expects from me

....too stay alive?

it was not me
 
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ConfusedNSad

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Beautiful. I write prose a lot when something is troubling me, and this style reminds me of my own. This is so deep...got the feels from it for sure.

I wish my mental illness would stop interfering in my life and give me some peace.

Sending love to you.
 
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