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Fairy Lucretia

Fairy Lucretia

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I promised I wouldn't hurt myself anymore which feels like too much pressure
because that is how I survive by hurting myself
 
Fairy Lucretia

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and yes it will pass but for now it feels real and at this time at this second I don't want to be hereI just want to OD so badly
 
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I promised I wouldn't hurt myself anymore which feels like too much pressure
because that is how I survive by hurting myself
It is how you have coped for so long it will be hard to change your mindset. SH is a way of coping and managing your intense feelings, it doesn't make you a bad person if you fall back on it when in crisis. But at the same time it would help to work on finding new coping mechanisms. I don't know how you do that, but I'm sure there's advice around somewhere. But I guess it won't be a fast process, as much as everyone would love it to be, for your sake. All you can do is keep trying Lu, you've done really well to talk yourself out of it quite a lot recently. Big hugs to you, I hope you're feeling ok today :hug5:
 
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this place is making me feel paranoid
im having a bad bad night and I shouldn't have come on
I get that feeling too sometimes Fairy.
I stay away when Im feeling really wobbly.
Dont be hard on yourself. Youre having a bad blip. It happens.
:hug5: x
 
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Hi Lu

I don't know you but would never judge you. I just wanted to let you know I get how you've been feeling and hope it's ok to send some love your way. :hug:
 
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We do understand. Remember however painful these are just thoughts. Everyone is here for you. 🤗
 
Fairy Lucretia

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I have been asleep almost all day which means I wont sleep tonight so is my own fault
I just want to sit in a corner and cry

I get this way whenever hermit leaves but im physically unwell atm too x
thanks for support x
 
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