Well I have split with my GF after twelve years but I feel ok about it, it's not like we had slept together in the last five years . We had been drifting apart for long time. I have spent the last two days in my flat with no one to talk to. My only other friends are my buddies from my alchy days and I don't want to relapse. They just use me to buy booze when they are skint anyway. Feel like I have no one in the world at the moment. Really just want to get steaming drunk but I will try to make it through.