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Hello everybody!
I have a problem with going outside but its strange.... My problem isn't people but its when there is allot going on... I can talk to one or two people fine as long as there isn't too much going on but If I am in a busy high street then I cant without my mind absorbing everything in.
I can walk down quiet places no problem except I sweat allot even in winter but when I am in an environment where there is allot going on its like my mind doesn't have a filter to filter things out, it just comes at me in one go and it overwhelms me and causes my adrenaline to kick in and if I try and get a grip and just carry on it gets worse and worse to the point where at one time I almost lost all bladder control and I started sweating heavily (In Winter) and I felt it coming out of my back and my chest and armpits and head. I don't wear anything heavy so its not because I got too much clothes on, if anything I wear too little because all i wear is a T - Shirt and a thin plastic rain coat and jeans.
If I go in to Town where there are allot of people it happens... I took my dog out the other day and I was going through the public path where nobody goes because its very muddy and when I got to the other side where the main road is... I saw all the cars and it happened again. Its kinda like being scared of heights and your standing on top of somewhere high looking down. Sometimes after a panic attack I start hurting... My chest and my stomach start hurting and my bladder goes funny to the point where If I eat something I get diarrhoea and my body won't keep it in despite how hungry I might be. I also get headaches and a strange pressure sensation on my head and sometimes if its too much Its like rapid beating heart has moved to my head and its beating inside and bashing in to everything which hurts. I was on Beta blockers once and they didn't do much to help and I am on fluoxetine for my mood swings, I get low moods. I get basic symptoms too like shaking hands and jelly legs...
Whats going on? I might go see my GP again after nearly a year because I don't know whats really going on... I had counselling but she wasn't very nice but that story is not for this section. Whats wrong with me?
I have a problem with going outside but its strange.... My problem isn't people but its when there is allot going on... I can talk to one or two people fine as long as there isn't too much going on but If I am in a busy high street then I cant without my mind absorbing everything in.
I can walk down quiet places no problem except I sweat allot even in winter but when I am in an environment where there is allot going on its like my mind doesn't have a filter to filter things out, it just comes at me in one go and it overwhelms me and causes my adrenaline to kick in and if I try and get a grip and just carry on it gets worse and worse to the point where at one time I almost lost all bladder control and I started sweating heavily (In Winter) and I felt it coming out of my back and my chest and armpits and head. I don't wear anything heavy so its not because I got too much clothes on, if anything I wear too little because all i wear is a T - Shirt and a thin plastic rain coat and jeans.
If I go in to Town where there are allot of people it happens... I took my dog out the other day and I was going through the public path where nobody goes because its very muddy and when I got to the other side where the main road is... I saw all the cars and it happened again. Its kinda like being scared of heights and your standing on top of somewhere high looking down. Sometimes after a panic attack I start hurting... My chest and my stomach start hurting and my bladder goes funny to the point where If I eat something I get diarrhoea and my body won't keep it in despite how hungry I might be. I also get headaches and a strange pressure sensation on my head and sometimes if its too much Its like rapid beating heart has moved to my head and its beating inside and bashing in to everything which hurts. I was on Beta blockers once and they didn't do much to help and I am on fluoxetine for my mood swings, I get low moods. I get basic symptoms too like shaking hands and jelly legs...
Whats going on? I might go see my GP again after nearly a year because I don't know whats really going on... I had counselling but she wasn't very nice but that story is not for this section. Whats wrong with me?