- Jun 11, 2019
- West Midlands
Hi all, I have been diagnosed with bpd/eupd. I also have a eating disorder and self harm, but I also count to myself in my head. I will count roof tiles and then locate the middle one to make sure theres a equal number. I do this with lots of things, and will count the same object at least a couple of times. I have started swimming and have to do a even amount of lengths, yesterday I had to do 66 as I could not leave it at 65 and today I know I will need to 36 to make a even 100. This seems normal to me, is it?