Is this hearing voices?

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Hi everyone,

Just came on here because I want some advice/opinions on what’s going on in my life at the moment.
I was diagnosed with first episode psychosis and depression about 3 years ago and had a short stay in hospital.
I came off my medication about 7 months ago and am in full-time employment.

I started being bullied/mobbed in the workplace a few months ago with people making negative comments about me within earshot. I’m pretty sure this is happening because I have tape recordings.
However, I went into a pub today with my family and I could hear people making the same negative comments about me within earshot. My family also occasionally mutter these negative comments about me.

This is making me feel really down. I don’t understand why people would do this. I have a physical health condition called scoliosis - mild to moderate. But I’m pretty sure I don’t look completely repulsive.
Is it possible that I am hearing voices/auditory hallucinations again?
These comments don’t seem to come from within my head but the people around me.
 
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I don’t mean to worry you but it may be, can you tell me what these things you think your hearing or may be hearing are please
 
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Nasty comments, such as - freak, weirdo, i hate you, horrible, awful, kill yourself, you're not a real person.
 
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This sounds in my experiences as voices I’d go to my early intervention team ASAP as it may stop you from being hospitalised and you can recover from it quickly
 
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If you have one of those if not you may want to start meds again
 
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Thanks for your comments. Sorry to ask this but you say in your experience. What experience do you have? What's your background? And, why would I be hospitalised?
 
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I have been sectioned around 3 times and my back ground is that I have had psychosis for five years and I believe I have heard the same sort of stuff as you and it depends if you act upon what you hear you could get hospitalised but obviously I don’t know what your like when you are hearing voices etc
 
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What I’m trying to say is you want to get this dealt with as soon as possible it seems best to speak to someone about it
 
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OK, fair enough. The thing is I'm not sure if people are making these comments or not. All i know is it only happens when I'm around others, and i know at work people do make sniping remarks like that. It just suprised me that people at a pub, who have never seen me before would make these comments. Did you have the same experience? Were the comments coming from others around you? Did you find the meds helped that? Thanks
 
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On the basis of what you said I would get similar negative comments from colleagues and people around me and I found the meds helped me but I needed to get sectioned before I could realise it your lucky because you have realised it already with out any hospital treatment I know it sounds crude but just speak out you can get this dealt with
 
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In my experience of psychosis your voice(s) can intercept what people are saying around you and reword it to suit them, mine made the TV seem to speak to me by rewording what they were saying and the same with the people around me, in hospital it seemed people were speaking gibberish to me so I went for a lie down instead of not knowing what they were actually saying.

Getting back on medication will stop this.
 
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Ok its good to know you guys were having similar experiences. If this continues I will probably go and tell my GP.
 
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The thing is I'm reluctant to go on medication, don't like the side effects. I'm going to try and look at alternative remedies
 
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The thing is I'm reluctant to go on medication, don't like the side effects. I'm going to try and look at alternative remedies
Im in the same boat as you citizen123. I still hear voices but dont want to tell my Dr because that would mean he would increase my dose. Im already having really bad side effects from the med im on so that is just not an option for me.
 
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Im in the same boat as you citizen123. I still hear voices but dont want to tell my Dr because that would mean he would increase my dose. Im already having really bad side effects from the med im on so that is just not an option for me.
Sorry you're going through the same thing Vunit. Is there any chance you could explain to your doctor about the bad side effects and get him to put you on a different type of antipsychotic? If you're still hearing voices anyway, and there is no improvement, after the period they are supposed to start working, then they are doing nothing for you.
 
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I think judging from your posts, you do need to be seen. Your best bet would be to contact the GP for a referral into mental health team and before you ask, no, that doesn't necessarily mean you'll get sectioned, by having a referral, they will examine you, and take things from th ere, and yes off course, medication seemingly is the best answer on this note.

I would highly recommend Aripipazol, or otherwise known as Abilify to stop these external voices, and i think you would be better off, on a high dose, say 25ml.

I don't think it's wise, for looking at alternative therapies, as they alone isn't enough, you need a medication, and quick, safely quick, to stop these external auditory hallunications.

Try listening to or watch music dvds privately, these would help you to destress.

And control the voices.


I just half hope I'm not getting my r eadings of posts, muddled up , here on this t hread.

I am trying to help you citizen 123, the best that I can.


However we at MHF, cannot diagnose you, yoiu do need to seek professional mental healht and your GP medical assistance.


Take care now.
 
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"mental illness" is a propaganda(for now ignoring the toughest cases which are totally psychologically destroyed) for people who are behind psychological exploitations("divine business"), which made the best psychotronics driven by artificial intelligence from this world - which is helping them.

What are we hearing? (dark) neuroLinguisticProgramming - this are not ghosts(althought it's heard that way sometimes - as whisperings in theaters) or ancestral voices(in the past i have fallen into that misunderstanding and ended up in a mental hospital - because of others misunderstanding). Voices are nothing but artificially made stuff from mind programmers(exploiters) wia wireless mindTech. Some are saying this are a few rich piggy people with knowledge of how head works(like 3rd eye and such) and some of an (para)military community helping them(alhough this mindTech was also used/tested on many soldiers), some say this are also rich satanists families, professional pedophiles, bought scientists etc, but mind programming had quite success in the past, so it went into "marketing" waters.

Personally, when i was a kid(3/5years), i was guided through Monarch Mind Programming process(there are quite good books about how some condition children at early years - but it's meant for a lifelong psychological exploitations). Direct mind programming is very violent by then - as one would program a car or computer for example - but the object of programming is at that time someone's head - painful as hell - because beliefs are destroyed/created in a realtime, one that are good for someone are destroyed, one that are suffocating someone are artificially created. Many that went through this kind of things, don't remember it(created that way with the help of "psychological fear wall" and stuff), because at first it seems like a vague unrealistic dream, but then things starts to show up like they were.
A kid is usually told many times at that time "don't tell this to anyone, or we will kill you or someone near you".

Some methods - especially the most horifying terror/fear are used from old "system" - that is, fear/terror is many times an subConscious motivator. Also interpretation of reality is in main mind programming so mixed up and disturbed that one does not know by then where is his/her ass nor head.
This was called brainwashing - but modern braiwashing is mind programming.

If one for example goes some "important" people(or individual) on the "nerves", he/she just tells this to the right people who are running mind programming business - then that one just pushes a few buttons on computers who will be new "targeted individual" and nowadays artificiall intelligence does the rest - yap, it's that advanced - it was tested by many many years now.

All voice hearers have too much radioActive frequencies in ourselves - so we are somehow like an living antenna, that way "gps/radar" easier identifies a subject.
If i for example would be wrongly identified as for example donald trump, i would get his benefits what concerns ai: "ok, let life be good to him" or her or whatever, but when one is not a pig and maybe has some property that they don't want, he/she becomes targeted individual, ai says "no, hard life, hearing voices, sometimes psychosis, no right sexual partners, problems in life, etc".

I call this "digital socialism", because in normal socialism, people were put where "the big ones" needed them, not what was the most appropriate for someone.
Psychotronics are nowadays quite easily making artificial social classes - altough a lot of work had to be done so that today this are working "correctly".

Hearing voices(and whole package of problems/psychologicalConditionings that comes with that) is artificially made, on myself, some people that went into mind programming business were testing how one could made someone hear that others don't. Some knew how this is done from before(probably some usa people). For this learning, they used patric's flanagan neuroPhone, which he made and in some talk also said that a few first patents were forcefully taken away from him for "secret stuff"(which is mind programming, maybe even by some intelligence agency) - in that time this tech was opressed, because they don't want for regular public to know how this stuff works.
NeuroPhone has two electrodes, which can be placed anywhere on the body and one will hear anything that is played with regular mp3Player via neuroPhone, and this hearing is called 3D holographic hearing(which we as voice hearers hear) - but this doesn't use outer ears at all !! This is the trick - someone is hearing any digital sound(in our case voices) directly with audioCortex, bypassing ears, so, if one is for example totally deaf, he/she can hear with this kind of mindTech - but this mind tech is totally ab-used in mind programming - for an good old exploitation and mind experiments. Also, ai is somehow learning through realLife people, and nowadays it has some pretty good tricks, how it can make a totall hell from someone's life.
I know how this tricks works(which is usually the best psychology integrated in their ai - which was taken from professional pedophiles). Mind programmers are mostly all pedophiles/rapists/etc, if they are not, they hire someone that is.

So you can check for neuroPhone - it certainly is on my list to test it out, but it's quite expensive.
There are also some other like this, but i think this was first on the public market.


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There are 3types of mind programming - today totally wirelessly:
* direct: realtime creating/destroying of beliefs(usually hiddenly done on some kid - 100%Brainwashing). Some learning language mindTech is working something like this - a few hour one has "learning device" on someone's forehead, and voila, he/she knows new language, but i don't recommend that. I tell that people that are using that kind of "nature tricks" - humanoids - forced learning.
* active: all targeted individuals - amongs which are many voice hearers. This are mostly psychological conditionings, also via hearing voices - which is (dark)neuroLinguisticProgramming
* passive: some have only this - but this is the most "sneaky" type of conditioning, because if one does not know nothing about mind programming and how it works - one will not notice that it's a part of it, especially if one does not know nothing about this, like for symptoms of this(for example burning legs, powerful headaches, restless legs syndrome, maybe tinnitus - highPitchNoise is usually always active in "active" mind programming(psychological conditioning) - personally i hear it almost constantly.
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I don't recommend pills(some can't sleep without them), but i do recommend trying to at least excercise here and there - express oneself in some (semi)ok person - maybe ok woman psychologist(i don't recommend psychiatrists if one is not psychologically stable enough - because they say hearing voices is an illness, hell not), and if one has a chance to drive on a motorbike, i do recommend that also - because too much rfEnergy somehow dissipates like that - wireless signal usually doesn't work that hard when one moves.

You can also check for stuff that i write on f.book under ples energij(with the cherries background), there is a lot past material there - in the past also a lot in english(something is in slovenian language).

Healing/recovering from psychotronics and sexual ab-uses,
will be the "workshops" that some of us will have..
 
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Hello im new..

please tell me if this makes sense

Voices - like the TV's sound is weird... the acoustics is odd, sounds coming from various places... whispers.... negative (at first and 'almost' always)

Voices volume increases as you try and hear it?? (always best to ignore the fools)

Headaches like never before.. the pain moves around your head (you may be able to play with this if you can handle the pain)

you think you going insane (I am... 'officially' i guess)

you may have even seen them (totally sober)
 
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Hello im new..

please tell me if this makes sense

Voices - like the TV's sound is weird... the acoustics is odd, sounds coming from various places... whispers.... negative (at first and 'almost' always)

Voices volume increases as you try and hear it?? (always best to ignore the fools)

Headaches like never before.. the pain moves around your head (you may be able to play with this if you can handle the pain)

you think you're going insane (I am... 'officially' i guess)

you may have even seen them (totally sober) (shadows??)


I don't believe in ghosts - Ive experimented and know a trip from everything else.

Ive found after ONLY 6 months that... i'm not alone in my own head anymore and 'possibly' never will be (the jury's still out on that one)..

''I realised I aint afraid of no ghost''

''My mind is MY mind.. the 'voices' are locked here with me''

''My point is... as hard as things might be.. if I could.. for a moment i'd like to suggest you beleive in yourselves... ALL of us humanity are amazing creatures... we adapt... we're strong.. please just beleive in yourselves''

''BTW... i think of my voices as figments of my imagination with a paranormal twist, friends, family members, sound waves being manipulated???''

Progress requires experimentation

Try turning the music up... go into a trance with these voices- speak to them if they let you- suddenly turn the music off and see how the voices disappear until your mind retunes your ears?? be mindful of conscious and subconscious thought.. the slightest thought at the back of your mind will be used against you.


if i'm right and this is all ringing true, I don't know how to get rid of them yet but i'll pass it on when i do .... however long it takes.
 
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It’s fascinating to read so many accounts of audible hallucinations. I personally get innocuous comments and visual hallucinations, which of themselves are more curious and entertaining than negative. But I prefer the meds because I frequently hallucinate events about which I’m later uncertain (whether they were real or not). I’d rather keep track of reality, though I admit to being amused by the non-threatening hallucinations.
Does that make sense, or is it weird?
 

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