Is this degeneralisation?

[LollipopsandDaisies]

So, im dealing with a complex situation at the moment without detail.. i just came out of an eposode (only three beers.. maybe tipsey) i drew some pictures of what i thought of humanity and visualised myself hanging on a wall.. dead.. with all the words people have ever called me.. and imagined it made a difference in the world and it bought so much peace to me being a sacrafice.. for humanity to possibly change there way.. then again many that have took there lives may have wanted to make a statement has it made a difference? I dont want to be dead but i dont want to be alive either..

 

[calypso]

It sounds like a dream state almost. You say you don't want to be alive, why is that? Have you ever sought help for your feelings? I think maybe you could benefit from more help.