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Is there anything you want to say to your voices? Just write it here!

LadyDomino

LadyDomino

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Mine definitely persists, he won't stop talking, singing or making music. Although he can mimic songs and music perfectly so it sounds like the real thing in my mind it still doesn't make it any less annoying.
You are the same as me, except I have tinnitus as well.
  • There is a constant buzzing - I presume that that is the tinnitus
  • "He" talks - its random rubbish most of the time - his favorite lately is "Henry's having meatballs", though sometimes he changes to "Its time to die" I don't know whether he his referring to me, or telling me to kill someone. Its very hard to ignore him.
  • Then there is the music (usually out of tune), songs I've heard recently, or songs I've not heard for years.
It does get louder as the day goes on. It interfears with my life so much that I struggle to differentiate between the voices/noise in my head and what is real.

I'm 46, is this going to carry on for rest of my life? If so I don't want to carry on living.
 
vulch

vulch

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up in the clouds
Just leave me alone and let me be a kind person, I don't want to do any of the things you say and I am nothing like you call me, piss off and let me be happy

many blessings to all you also dealing with this 💕 🤗
 
EdEd

EdEd

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Yea , these voices sure think highly of themselves.. they're alittle over confident and cocky a majority of the time.. rude , dont always know when it's a proper time to be heard. Dont seem to understand when it's an improper time to be heard.... for example the sounds of voices that I deal with seem to always like to disturb me while I'm on the phone messaging or posting... like awhile ago they were reading out what I was typing while I was typing it. Very difficult to concentrate when that happens.. however when I watch TV they dont generally bother me... I would prefer not to be bothered at all , but it is what it is.
 
mobiyoesji

mobiyoesji

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Greater Manchester
my voices invented new swears for the world to use in their profane slang!
'f. mucker' 'muckin chucker' 'd. face, f. face,' stuff like 'liar face, 'comin com'. am i inventing these or have my voices taken a form of their own?...
 
mobiyoesji

mobiyoesji

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your always talking! why have i never seen your damn faces! i feel like some stalker is right there and i don't know who it is! its almost like ive been killed over and over, with the same old voices growing bigger and bigger, cleverer and cleverer. but...sometimes i miss you when i have my clozapine...when you say nothing as i fall into a neverending deathly sleep..
 
Duggie

Duggie

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My voices I remind mine that I am defecting at the moment and can it wait until I am finished.
 
A

Almost always in love

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I tell them.. cause I have many.

I tell them "What a strange long trip its been"

"Sorry that I was not always there for you, when you tried to help me."
"Sorry I did not understand - your hatred, your anger, your resentment, all your speeches, your vengefulness, your strange riddles, your fear"
"Sorry I couldn't do better" - "Sorry I didn't know better"
"You were there by my side always - sorry I let you down"
 
Duggie

Duggie

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I tell them.. cause I have many.

I tell them "What a strange long trip its been"

"Sorry that I was not always there for you, when you tried to help me."
"Sorry I did not understand - your hatred, your anger, your resentment, all your speeches, your vengefulness, your strange riddles, your fear"
"Sorry I couldn't do better" - "Sorry I didn't know better"
"You were there by my side always - sorry I let you down"
Sounds like you have co dependancy issues.
 
Spooky tooth

Spooky tooth

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Jan 22, 2020
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Uk
I try to have nothing to do with it but it seems obsessed with bugging me & tricking me into doing something I genuinely don’t want to do .
I mean to say “ Bore off ( Cnut ) “ but I generally am more defensive & just call it a wa*^er !
It’s a horrible word but the word daemon comes to mind .
 
J

JustMe1982

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Here
Eat sh*t and die. 10 years of this has been enough, I hate you now. Have a magical day.
 
Miss Confused

Miss Confused

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Apr 27, 2019
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Finish your sentence. They never finish a sentence. I hear you have no idea what you have done.. they never tell me what I have done...
Then I hear voices going can you be me or can I be you.
 
Duggie

Duggie

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Finish your sentence. They never finish a sentence. I hear you have no idea what you have done.. they never tell me what I have done...
Then I hear voices going can you be me or can I be you.
That's a known perp tactic to use Occams razor principle. The last thing to gave association to or said. they use your response in order to try to trigger or shock you into relapse.
 
Miss Confused

Miss Confused

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Doggie bless you. I need your help. Can I inbox u if you got five mins. They try to mimic heaven and they say I'm in hell etc. I've fought them off n I'm exhausted but it's wearing me down. I'm so glad you validated me. So glad.
So glad. I know too much. They used religion against me angels etc n they trying to convert me to dark side n I'm exhausted. Thx duggie
 
Duggie

Duggie

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Yes of course, how do you what to do it, can we go private within this forum, as I'm not too tech-savvy, feel free to ask me any silly or serious question.
 
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