• Hi. It’s great to see you. Welcome!

    Our forum members are people, maybe like yourself, who experience mental health difficulties or who have had them at some point in their life. Amongst our membership there is a wealth of expertise that has been developed through having to deal with mental health issues.

    We are an actively moderated forum with a team of experienced moderators. We also have a specialist safety team that works extra hard to keep the forum safe for visitors and members.

    Register now to access many more features and forums!

Is there anyone else like me?

C

Cccpppfff99

New member
Joined
Nov 21, 2018
Messages
2
I’m 19 year old who lives with both parents. I have 3 sisters and a brother all of which have moved out and earn a living. I struggle to find a job even though I have qualifications nothing seems to go right for me. I’m basiacally the family disappointment I’ve suffered bad depression for more than a year now I have no money no job and constantly feel 2nd, 3rd, 4th best. My parents don’t know about my depression or the times were I have self harmed. The fact that I turn 20 in less than a month makes me feel even worse there’s people out there my age with a good job, nice car etc. And then there’s me...I feel like the only way through this now is to kill myself and I’m getting closer and closer each day. I don’t appreciate life and would trade it in for someone else’s in a heart beat.
 
letmein

letmein

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 10, 2016
Messages
868
hiya, where are you?

have you spoken with your doctor?

this must be your first step.
 
C

Cccpppfff99

New member
Joined
Nov 21, 2018
Messages
2
I’m from the UK, I don’t want to take this into the doctors hands becasue I’m looking to join the army eventually I’ve been put on a waiting list due to a car crash I was involved in
 
maestro of presto

maestro of presto

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 31, 2018
Messages
594
Sounds like you don't have the capacity to look after yourself obviously, I wouldn't join the army if I was in your situation, I'd seek to become a wiser person.
 
S

Seany53

Well-known member
Joined
Nov 16, 2018
Messages
53
army is gonna be a stressful environment friend. Also if i compare myself to you i should feel like a total piece of shit like way worse but i do not, you know why? Cause i have done all that was humanly possible for me and life gave me a crappy hand. Not really my fault. All i have to do is move forward. PLease do not think of suicide. Life never remains the same. Good and bad times change. remeber this
 
letmein

letmein

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 10, 2016
Messages
868
army is gonna be a stressful environment friend. Also if i compare myself to you i should feel like a total piece of shit like way worse but i do not, you know why? Cause i have done all that was humanly possible for me and life gave me a crappy hand. Not really my fault. All i have to do is move forward. PLease do not think of suicide. Life never remains the same. Good and bad times change. remeber this
thnaks for this.

I really do think you need to speak to you GP...
 
Top