- Feb 19, 2020
I'm trying everything. Got so much support but I just dont have any other idea of what to do. But I can't do that to my bf, mom, family and friends. But I also cant keep putting them through all my shit. Suicide just seems like it's my only real option right now. Cant pass my work probation for my first job. Can't seem to do anything right for my mom or myself. Dying is fucking scary to think about but continuing on is a hell of a lot scarier I think...