- Jul 12, 2021
Hi, so I suffer from ocd and anxiety! Have done since I was little, I’m 26 now. Any way I was watching eastenders tonight and there’s a character on there called Isaac. And there’s a whole story line based on him at the moment. There was one thing on there that he did that related to me with my intrusive thoughts that I get through ocd. I got really scared and started Googling things! And saw something about people with ocd are at higher risk of becoming schizophrenic. And I’m scared that’s going to happen to me or it already has. I’m a mum of 3 and I couldn’t bare that to happen. I wouldn’t want my babies taken away from me and that’s the main thing going through my mind. I have had counselling and they haven’t said anything about me being schizophrenic. They have definitely said I have ocd though. I’m just so scared about every tiny! Wish I didn’t have my mind any help and reassurance will help! Feeling really crappy at the mo.