- Jan 21, 2021
- WV USA
This fear is taking over my life. I have lost many loved ones and family members recently so that is what started my fear. I now have an overwhelming fear of my father and grandfather dying to the point that when I am away from them I worry that something will happen to them. It is causing me not to focus on what I'm doing throughout the day, and I can't enjoy myself. Also when they are sleeping I am constantly checking toake sure they are still breathing. I also have a bit lesser (but still over whelming) fear of myself dying either of some sort of illness or most often a car accident. This has gotten to the point where I get scared Everytime I get into a car to go somewhere, I also become a bit of a back seat driver telling the drivers to be careful, or getting on to them for not having both hands on the wheel ect. I also have a fear of losing loved ones in a car crash so when they go on trips I am scared to death. I also find myself obsessively wondering how and when I or my loved ones would die, and which would be the easiest to deal with. This has really taken over my life.