I really don't do "enjoying things" any more, I just find everything, even the odd wank a chore. I hate most people and modern life. I am angry and aggressive 60% of the time, the rest I'm asleep. I wake up angry I go to sleep angry, I dream angry thoughts.
I see dark black shit today, maybe tomorrow will be better.
I'm really happy today, actually buzzin, been slightly high for a week. My action camera has just been dispatched by amazon, may get some action shots of me on the toilet, eating big macs, and sneakily watching
soft porn after my wife has gone to bed.