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Charose
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I'm new to this site. You may call me Charlette! I came here for your opinions, rather than to receive the perpetually trite responses I might find elsewhere.
I am finding myself EXTREMELY attracted to a man older than myself. I wouldn't quite consider myself obsessed(I don't stalk him) or lustful(not many teenage girls would consider him even remotely attractive) and yet I am hesitant to say I love him(1-fear of sounding cliched.2-i can't be sure he shares my feelings). So may I share my story?
I am 15 and the man is my teacher(oh, how horrible this sounds already!). He is in his early thirties, tall, rotund, powerful in disposition, constantly scowling, slightly unshaven most of the week, with black hair(starting to show hints of gray which I oddly find attractive), with gray eyes. He's married unhappily(he constantly mentions) and he has a young boy.
He treats the entire class condescendingly, and his methods are very sarcastic. He yells and is very strong with them. With me, although he still retains the same qualities, displays them completely differently! He is caring, interested, and FLIRTY (okay i said it!!). He is so sexual with me(ie his voice and expressions change for me) and every day he talks to me for about twenty minutes at the end of class.(even other students notice and joke about it)
I LOVE IT. so..got any theories? Btw, my parents=happily married, father=not overly dominant or effeminate, i've had normal relationships with other boys, other boys currently fancy me so I'm not particularly desperate
YOUR OPINION IS SO VALUABLE TO ME!I CANT SHARE THIS WITH ANYONE!
I am finding myself EXTREMELY attracted to a man older than myself. I wouldn't quite consider myself obsessed(I don't stalk him) or lustful(not many teenage girls would consider him even remotely attractive) and yet I am hesitant to say I love him(1-fear of sounding cliched.2-i can't be sure he shares my feelings). So may I share my story?
I am 15 and the man is my teacher(oh, how horrible this sounds already!). He is in his early thirties, tall, rotund, powerful in disposition, constantly scowling, slightly unshaven most of the week, with black hair(starting to show hints of gray which I oddly find attractive), with gray eyes. He's married unhappily(he constantly mentions) and he has a young boy.
He treats the entire class condescendingly, and his methods are very sarcastic. He yells and is very strong with them. With me, although he still retains the same qualities, displays them completely differently! He is caring, interested, and FLIRTY (okay i said it!!). He is so sexual with me(ie his voice and expressions change for me) and every day he talks to me for about twenty minutes at the end of class.(even other students notice and joke about it)
I LOVE IT. so..got any theories? Btw, my parents=happily married, father=not overly dominant or effeminate, i've had normal relationships with other boys, other boys currently fancy me so I'm not particularly desperate
