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dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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...I seek those that have had an emotional disturbance with me...

I sought those that never realised that they would have such desperate discomfort with me!

I tried to run far and continue to run way before those that I was trying to save?!

...from me...

but the problem was ?...that no-body apart from me and their most demanding self!

...chose to suffer my in-escapable sickness...

and the immediate and glorious and even more humanity delight...

I am permanently untouchable

because all these complications...

they are way beyond me...

to find comfort with another person?

this usually costs an attempt on my life!

...because I cannot cope with intimacy...

and intimacy is the most glorious thing that was ever worth killing myself about...

or perhaps the absence of it!....or just both will do for now

lv dm
 
Grape

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I often think i am safer being single too.
My ex husband, when arguing with him, i used to feel suicidal. The pain, the risk, is it worth it? Not sure. Safer alone perhaps.
 
SomersetScorpio

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I've come to the conclusion that other human beings can totally suck, and I don't think I can ever bring myself to like another one enough to be intimate with one ever again.

Sorry, i'm very bitter sometimes.

It's just that nobody is that great. Nobody is that fucking special that you should hurt yourself over them.
 
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