- Sep 20, 2020
- New Zealand
So I wasted $200 today and like any gambler I feel shit afterwards I got so impulsive towards it.. started with 20 and then 50 and so on.. I blame half of it on bordem I'm isolated and there was nothing else that stimulated my attention at the time but I suppose making this thread is acknowledging my failure.. does anyone else experience impulsive, detrimental behaviour like this?? I guess it goes towards my bpd.. I always have an impulse towards things and it's rarely a positive influence.