impulses

[lilslugger]

Most people who have ocd never act on their impulses but sometimes i do. I had to stick my fingers into 2 sockets of things to see if i would get electrocuted, luckily i did'nt. Now sockets and plugs are all covered in parcel tape to keep me safe from my impulses. I'm scared i'll kill myself even though i dont want to die. I also get blasphemous thoughts alot which drive me crazy because i fear God.

 

[Dollit]

Are other people close to you aware that you do these dangerous things?

 

[lilslugger]

some

some people know like my mum and doctors.

 

[Dollit]

I'm glad that your mum and your doctors are there for you.

The fact that you don't want to die will help you to protect yourself. I don't believe in God but one of my closest friends does and he would certainly tell you that God would know you were ill and wouldn't take those thoughts seriously at all.