Most people who have ocd never act on their impulses but sometimes i do. I had to stick my fingers into 2 sockets of things to see if i would get electrocuted, luckily i did'nt. Now sockets and plugs are all covered in parcel tape to keep me safe from my impulses. I'm scared i'll kill myself even though i dont want to die. I also get blasphemous thoughts alot which drive me crazy because i fear God.