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I'm Ugly

GaryC123

GaryC123

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My mind is full of anger lately. I went to a sports bar a little over a week ago. It was full of beautiful women and men mingling with each other and I felt alone and unwanted. Now I wish all those people in there would just go to hell. But I'm just as superficial as they are so I can't even have legitimate anger toward them.

I wish I could be angry for how pathetic my life is but I can't. All I can do is bury my head under the covers and wish things were different. But I wake up and they are the same.

If God created this world I live in, then God can go to hell too for all I care. I have pictures of me when I was a baby with an innocent and genuine smile on my face. But I feel like that smile was ripped from my face long, long ago. I haven't had a genuine smile on my face in decades. I can't ever forgive God for that. Maybe I'll go to hell. But I'll go to hell with a mind full of spite for God. And all the people who worship God, all I can do is shake my head in disgust. Those pathetic fools may as well be worshiping the likes of Hitler or Stalin as far as I'm concerned.

Needless to say, I'll never go to another sports bar.
 
BrianHorlicks

BrianHorlicks

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Its not whats on the outside that counts,
Its who you are on the inside,
Your personality matters more, then yout looks,
I know,
I'm not the best looking guy,
I can't stand my owm pictures.
Sports bars probably ain't the best place for meeting ladies.
Have you tried dating agencies?
You might be better one on one.
It will happen,
I wasn't looking,
Now I've been with my partner for 20 years.
 
hicks

hicks

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Needless to say, I'll never go to another sports bar.
I don't exactly know what a 'sports bar' is, but I used to hate going to any kind of bar or pub, where the objective was to socially engage with people. If you lack confidence about yourself, it's just about the worst thing you can do.
 
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ShelbyTyke

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I don't exactly know what a 'sports bar' is, but I used to hate going to any kind of bar or pub, where the objective was to socially engage with people. If you lack confidence about yourself, it's just about the worst thing you can do.
A lot of people lack confidence but they wear a mask.
Work at it, if you have to wear a mask so what.
Just remember that everyone you will ever meet is fighting their own battle.
 
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