- Mar 22, 2019
- South Korea
I mentioned how during my childhood, I was sexually abused and how my mind goes from one thought to another.
Whoa, whoa. Hold up. You were sexually abused? Shit! That's fucked up!
If these shitheads try to do that to me, I'd kick their asses!!!
I'm sorry you had to go through that. It must be traumatizing! Like, I went through a lot of crap and I feel like I have no one to trust. Most of my family members ditched my mother and I behind. We are facing mental disorders (Mine-Bipolar, Mother-Delusional) for a decade and everyone's tired of us. The only ones who are willing to help us are my father, aunt, and grandmother. Unfortunately, they had limits, and I had to look after my mother on my own many times.
I also use fantasies, fiction, and gaming to escape reality(I slowly tapered off games). I don't read fiction, but I write them. I use fantasies to escape from the daily hardships of life.I use fiction to escape reality a lot.
You know, South Korea is a bad place for us to for mental health services. Way behind US. I can't send my mother as an inpatient to a hospital because it is too expensive. Not only that, insurance doesn't cover it. But we came here anyways because American healthcare is too expensive. South Korea is more affordable in healthcare. That's one of the reasons why we came here in South Korea.