- Mar 29, 2020
- United states
represents my first cousin that likes jail and is the father of my two second cousins I help take care of.My two second cousins are boys age 11 and 14. The younger one is turning into his father that is a that I would of disposed of years ago if I hadn't been soaking in despair and anxiety during a couple of accurances. My first cousin their father has physically assaulted both our grandparents that have since passed away years ago. He has also physically assaulted our Aunt multiple times before and after she took on being the primary parent of children. was raised mostly by our grandparents he treated the people that cared the most and treated him the best like trash. I'm struggling to treat my 11 year old cousin like a small confused angry human being that just needs guidance. I'm not sure what to do I can only handle so much stress and don't know how to attempt to keep him from turning into his father. I sacrificed a lot over the past 5+ years, helping take care of two children I don't particularly like with a mother and father who are terrible people that are constantly stuck in jail. My mother is starting to act like they are my children, I will have to remind her that I'm not their father and didn't want them around in the first place. I feel like my mother has no appreciation for the Hell I have went through for her sister that decided to take custody of these two children that have severe behavioral problems. I will probably add more details tomorrow and hopefully sleep soon.