- Feb 13, 2020
Everyday it feels like it is getting worse and worse. As if i am on a spinning object about to slip off. Well recently ive been thinking a lot about earth and society and being human and i have come to realize that i have experienced every emotion i can and that means it is time for me to die. I never thought i was going to live long, so this makes sense. Everything feels too heavy but im floating. The voices are so loud they scream and it hurts. Society is a sham. Society keeps us sick. Im too powerful for earth. I need to die so i can go back to my home planet and not be on earth anymore. Everything is a puppet, society is a lie. Everyones thoughts are literally all lies. But i know the truth. I wish i didnt.