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Im scared being schizo is going to end up killing me

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sheepdeity

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Everyday it feels like it is getting worse and worse. As if i am on a spinning object about to slip off. Well recently ive been thinking a lot about earth and society and being human and i have come to realize that i have experienced every emotion i can and that means it is time for me to die. I never thought i was going to live long, so this makes sense. Everything feels too heavy but im floating. The voices are so loud they scream and it hurts. Society is a sham. Society keeps us sick. Im too powerful for earth. I need to die so i can go back to my home planet and not be on earth anymore. Everything is a puppet, society is a lie. Everyones thoughts are literally all lies. But i know the truth. I wish i didnt.
 
NWiddi

NWiddi

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I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling, are you on any medication for your voices? When I started taking meds they reduced the volume of my voice by a great amount taking all the stress out of hearing 'him' and allowing me to focus and concentrate more easily.

I take it you believe in reincarnation and that you're perhaps a Starseed when you say return to your home planet? Can you tell me more about that?

I once believed I was a blue ray Starseed from another planet who had reincarnated here on Earth to help raise the vibrations of mankind, if there's any truth to that I don't know but over the past four years I believe I learned what voices really are, something that may or may not help you deal with yours but I'd like to talk about that more if you ok with that.
 
Not_here

Not_here

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It is a lie!!

Lets eat pizzas and run away
 
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Lab rat

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I spoke to god about this same subject after one of my overdoses. He told me that I didn’t die because I hadn’t completed my task. I asked him to explain and he said every person alive has to complete a task before they can die. I asked him what my task was and he just laughed, typed something on his iPad and vanished.
 
Linda1989

Linda1989

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I spoke to god about this same subject after one of my overdoses. He told me that I didn’t die because I hadn’t completed my task. I asked him to explain and he said every person alive has to complete a task before they can die. I asked him what my task was and he just laughed, typed something on his iPad and vanished.
That wasnt god trust me.
 
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