- Aug 12, 2020
I'm through and I mean it this time. I was talking to ex sister I should have known better to tell her my feelings. I told her I couldn't get my laundry done because of anxiety. The laundry room is down the hall and it causes me terrible anxiety to go in there. I'm always afraid other people will be in there. Plus I'm having an anxiety attack because I have a doctor appt on Monday. She refused to understand anxiety and said, quote You should here your F..... self. I was explaining how I just can't help it she always makes cruel remarks about MH. So I asked her to call my other ex sister who works in a laundry place and ask her if she would do my laundry once a month and I would pay her. She could do it right there where she works and bring it to me. First sister called her BUT didn't tell her what I told her to say. Other sister said NO! she won't do it. I'm through they are the only family I have and they are useless. I'm so upset but I'm through with the both of them. I tried to be kind to them but it's useless. So It is what it is sad to say. One ex sister watches videos all day but won't look up my MH issues. Dosent care, the other one shows more attention to her good for nothing boyfriend than me. I have no support from them no understanding. I have to wonder if deep down they hate me. It ok because I know I would do anything to help them if I could, I wouldn't want to be like them.