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Nancourt

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No. no. no. not on your own. I'm here. You matter. Yes it is shit. shit happens. but we can get you through it. a little at a time. for I have felt like you, and do at times - many times. So here's a lifebelt - grab it and hold on to it, just for tonight. Your life is worth more than her. It really is
oh really how can you are you going to magically take the pain away aND THE LONELINESS. are you . magically . going to bring this . girl back into my life, no you're not.

all you're going to say is get over it

suicide is not the . answer
the hell its not

id love it if i had the guts to kill myself

I DESERVE TO DIE IN PEACE I DESERVE TO FINALLY NOT HAVE TO THINK OF HER . OR THE LIFE I COULD HAVE . HAD.. I DESERVE MY PEACE AND FOR ME ITLL BE AN EARLY DEATH
 
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Nancourt

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24 is still pretty young, the ladies around that age seem to have an easier time finding new people especially with these apps.

Is that how you met her or did you meet her some other way?
WE ARE IN THE SAME UNI COURSE, SHE WAS . A 1ST YEAR AND ASKED ME OUT AFTER A DANCE. ANSWER YOUR QUESTION


DONT KNO WHY . ITS RELEVANT NOW.

SHES BERY HAPPY ENJOYING LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE
 
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what life is that??

seeing the person im in love with ignore me and be happy with . someone else


yes what . a great life
I am not telling you that what you are going through is nice. Actually what you said about your girlfriend is pretty bad. I can understand your heart is broken. I am much older than you and I can tell you that life is tough. You have to try to cope. You will recover, have faith. No woman is worth your life. Get help, please you are only 24, so many good things for you await in the future.
 
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@Nancourt today is my birthday and I also feel like shit, but all i am thinking is how to overcome this depression. I lost my job , i have depression and anxiety and other health issues. I am trying to solve these issues even when I find myself in the depths of depression.
 
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She is young too and probably isn't ready for a serious relationship yet. You are the one I am worried about though. Depression causes blinkers on us and we can't see anything but the darkness. But there are always ways through it and you can make it with us supporting you through this darkness. Keep talking. Are you able to talk to MH services about how you are feeling?
 
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oh really how can you are you going to magically take the pain away aND THE LONELINESS. are you . magically . going to bring this . girl back into my life, no you're not.

all you're going to say is get over it

suicide is not the . answer
the hell its not

id love it if i had the guts to kill myself

I DESERVE TO DIE IN PEACE I DESERVE TO FINALLY NOT HAVE TO THINK OF HER . OR THE LIFE I COULD HAVE . HAD.. I DESERVE MY PEACE AND FOR ME ITLL BE AN EARLY DEATH
Actually you have no idea what I was going to say to you. But it goes along the lines of people have to hold on and live through much much worse case scenarios in life than a lover leaving them. They really do. Now you may deserve this that or the other I don't really know - I don't know you. But what I DO know is that the other people around you who love you (mother father sister brother best mates employer work colleagues granny grandpa etc) they don't deserve your death by suicide. Now it may well be that this is truly a cry for help and the balance of your mind is slipping to a point where you maybe cannot stop yourself from acting. Please do not hesitate to talk it through with a professional in a safe environment. Phone NHS 24. Go straight to A and E. You really must.
 
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Nancourt

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Actually you have no idea what I was going to say to you. But it goes along the lines of people have to hold on and live through much much worse case scenarios in life than a lover leaving them. They really do. Now you may deserve this that or the other I don't really know - I don't know you. But what I DO know is that the other people around you who love you (mother father sister brother best mates employer work colleagues granny grandpa etc) they don't deserve your death by suicide. Now it may well be that this is truly a cry for help and the balance of your mind is slipping to a point where you maybe cannot stop yourself from acting. Please do not hesitate to talk it through with a professional in a safe environment. Phone NHS 24. Go straight to A and E. You really must.




frankly i really don't care what guilt they might feel when im gone. they couldnt care less when i reached oput for help.

and also im not wishing for that because i want attention.


i want to actually die.

i dream of finally not waking up



not having to leave this shitty horrible existence. im so fed up of life. im so fed up of people leaving me, m=not talking to me, or just plain old ignoring me
 
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things can get better though Nancourt I promise :hug:

Nobody thinks you are attention seeking we all recognise you need help, the professionals need to know so they can help you :hug:
 
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I agree with midnightphoenix, you are not just attention seeking, you are genuinely seeking help in the midst of a lot of pain. Tell me a little about yourself. You talk about this girl being in year One, what course are you taking? I'd genuinely be interested
 
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Nancourt

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final year now i am extending/repeatoing. couldn't sit for my exams.
 
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there will never be other girls. this was my only shot at happiness. i blew it, its gone! shes happy with someone else. because thats . all i was ever going to get--> npthing but to watch others be in a relatioship happy
 
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i need my death i want it
i want it so badly


i cannot describe the desire to finally know nothing at all to feel nothing at aLL TO CEASE TO EXIST
 
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I wanted to die a few years ago Nancourt
my treatment was successful
and I'm glad I didnt

for one thing I would not have met my baby niece
or made wonderful new friends

:love: :hug5:
 
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Pick up a phone and call NHS 24. Please just do it right now. You need to be kept safe from your self at the moment. The pain and suffering can be eased until you can cope again. Please. If you can't call is there someone you trust who will call for you? This is one of the most important calls you will make.
 
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