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i'm ready to die

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Nancourt

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i've had enough. suffered enough. been in pain enough. been alone enough. im ready i desereve to be at peace
 
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I'm so sorry your feeling like this, do you want to talk about why you feel this way?
 
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Nancourt

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usual story
shit childhood
shit life
met a girl
thought . i finally deserved to be happy
she left me
she found someone else right away
shes still with them
im alone
completely alone
ready to die
thought she was the one i loved her still do
i just want my life to end
im ready for it to end
i want to die so badly
thats . all i want
 
NWiddi

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May I ask how old you are?

Loving and losing can be one of the toughest experiences one can have.

I haven't loved anyone aside from family and friends for over 20 years.
 
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No. no. no. not on your own. I'm here. You matter. Yes it is shit. shit happens. but we can get you through it. a little at a time. for I have felt like you, and do at times - many times. So here's a lifebelt - grab it and hold on to it, just for tonight. Your life is worth more than her. It really is
 
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Agreed. Don’t give up just because of this girl. You might love again. You might love someone even more who loves you back the way you deserve.
 
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Hi,
Please phone 111/999 if in the UK or emergency services if elsewhere.
Please get help, you won't always feel alone etc.
You deserve help and support.
The Samaritans are good listeners if uk based.
Hugs
 
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Nancourt

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May I ask how old you are?

Loving and losing can be one of the toughest experiences one can have.

I haven't loved anyone aside from family and friends for over 20 years.
im 24
 
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24 is still pretty young, the ladies around that age seem to have an easier time finding new people especially with these apps.

Is that how you met her or did you meet her some other way?
 
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It feels like the pain will never stop, I know. But with help you can find a way through this. How did the split up occur? There is no rush, even if you are sure, so lets listen and take time to slow things down a little and just let us listen to you.
 
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Have you got any family and friends nearby? I think you shouldn't be alone right now if there is any chance someone else could be with you.

Tell us about her and what made you love her so much. As I said in PM, you are going through the grieving process and that is one of the hardest emotions for any of us to face and cope with. Grief for what might have been and what you had but have now lost. But grief does end eventually and you are so young you can find a way through this I'm sure. As I said, we are here to listen.
 
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Nancourt

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So young!!!!! You have a life ahead of you. Think about how many opportunities you have ahead.!!!
what life is that??

seeing the person im in love with ignore me and be happy with . someone else


yes what . a great life
 
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