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I'm panicking.

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teaspoon

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I don't know what to do, i feel like i'm dead even though i'm alive, couple of days ago i started worrying about never find a love or dating (I'm young) and thatbi might be cursed.
I know it sounds stupid, and i know it is stupid, but that simple thought has ruined my life (in less than a week..) i feel like my self-esteem has been destroyed, (i'm feeling extremely anxious) and that i can't change because everytime i try to, that thought comes back, i never did anything to anyone, i never met a witch, but that thought always comes back. I lost my hope. If this doesn't change i might need to end it all.
Before this thought came up i was a very happy person, with up to no worries. I've tried to fight it, to end this thought. I know it makes no sense, but it will come back, everytime. I really need help and tips to deal with this, being this sad and with my self esteem destroyed I'm pretty sure i will not find someone, for real.
 
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I've been going through the same thought process this week, but I feel unlovable a lot

This probably makes no sense, but there's a bigger world out there than what goes on in your head. It's unlikely you'll go your whole life without meeting someone special, unless you never take chances too or never go out, but even then online dating seems to be a big thing
 
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teaspoon

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First off thanks for repliyng, <3
I've been also trying to think like this lately, but i don't knkw what to do, it seems this thought has become an invincible worry, even though i know this, it comes back, maybe i'm too anxious, i don't know i just want to forget it and not care about it, to move foward with my life. This thought is blocking me from happiness, its really complicated ;(
 
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