- Dec 29, 2019
Yep i took clozapine and unfortunately it didnt help. I have been diagnosed by my previous doc with schizoeffective disorder my current doc hasn't diagnosed me yet. I think i have schizophrenia cuz i have all the symptoms of the illness. I really don't want to believe i am schizophrenic and my voices tell me im not they are just making it look like i am to scare me and make me believe that i am not gonna have any chance of leading a normal life. They told me things are gonna get so much worse for me and they have.I am disgusted with myself. I am not in control of my own body and mind anymore and this really scares me. Maybe they will lay off if i i stop drinking. I do it out of boredom. I don't even get a buzz or get drunk from it anymore. It's really pointless but i cant stop for some reason.Clozapine helps with the negative symptoms for me. Neglecting your appearance is also a symptom for many other mental illness, including schizophrenia.