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halflife
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- Joined
- Jan 12, 2010
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I've joined this site because i've been feeling low for a while now. i have social phobia and its so bad i cant even speak to my best friend anymore or my mother. i push everyone away and i really dont mean to.I get so irratated and feel so uncomfortable around absolutley everyone!
I'm currently in my second year of college and even though the first year was not easy atall!!!! i'm finding this year so difficult to cope with :/ i dont speak to anyone in my class because i panic when anyone speaks to me and i just go blank...i know this isnt the real me....well im hoping its not as ive been like this for as long as i can remember, there are times when it gets better for a few months but there are also times where it unbearable! like now...
I've been taking mirtazipine for a month now and it doesnt seem to be working, anyone else had experiences with this medication?
I have an appointment with a surgeon to talk about an operation he can do to get rid of my blushing but i've heard alot of bad things about it. I also have an appointment with a nurse for counselling which i tried a few years ago but no success! i feel like surgery is my only hope.
sorry to go on but i was just wondering if anyone feels the same....i just want to be a normal girl who can express her self in normal situations and be contempt with my life. I'm not asking for much...or am i?
xxx
I'm currently in my second year of college and even though the first year was not easy atall!!!! i'm finding this year so difficult to cope with :/ i dont speak to anyone in my class because i panic when anyone speaks to me and i just go blank...i know this isnt the real me....well im hoping its not as ive been like this for as long as i can remember, there are times when it gets better for a few months but there are also times where it unbearable! like now...
I've been taking mirtazipine for a month now and it doesnt seem to be working, anyone else had experiences with this medication?
I have an appointment with a surgeon to talk about an operation he can do to get rid of my blushing but i've heard alot of bad things about it. I also have an appointment with a nurse for counselling which i tried a few years ago but no success! i feel like surgery is my only hope.
sorry to go on but i was just wondering if anyone feels the same....i just want to be a normal girl who can express her self in normal situations and be contempt with my life. I'm not asking for much...or am i?

xxx