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godhelpme

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I'm 20 / male. I have insane anxiety and ill sweat buckets if someone is talking to me and feel like i'm going to pass out. I don't have any friends, I been on benzo's, ADHD meds, Anti-depress, mood stabs, pain killers, everything. I hate my life and it is rare that I have a positive thought. I never know how to answer a question, i mumble and people go what?? and I think I said it perfectly clear. I grew up overweight and was made fun of for years and i think it caused this all i starved myself for a year and now i lost 130 pounds and look anorexic too. I sleep 3-4 hours a night every other day. I live with my dad and dont have any other family. I cant remember anything about my past and i dont know who i am. i feel like i've lost my mind completely. Ill wake up and be in the best mood and 5 minutes later ill think about suicide for the rest of the day.
I took 10MG of Xanax 60MG of Adderall 10MG of Klonopin daily for a few weeks each and none even worked. it seems like medication has no effect on me at all and i have no addiction to them at all i throw them in the trash
 
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Valarie

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I hate you have let yourself slip so far down. But you have some serious depression, and suicidial thoughts, would you ever having yourself commited? They will put you on the right meds, because honestly those you take is a terrible converstation. You get intesive therapy. And its all in a stress free environment, and you are around people who either feel the same, or have at some point. Life is to short to waste. Please atleast research it. Or you can go to the neareast ER, and they will handle the rest. I know its scarey, i just came home from the psych ward last friday. Please just consider it???
 
maxitab

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Hi godhelpme......:welcome:.I am not sure where you are geographically, so Valerie's comments may apply or they may not.
In any event, if you are in the UK, you can't 'have yourself committed'.
It does sound as if this is something you need help with. Since you have been having meds, are you in contact with mental health professionals?
Have they offered you therapy? Meds don't work for everyone and getting them right can take a very long time.
 
Valarie

Valarie

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Okay. So i feel like i am the only one from the states on here. Im sorry, thats how its done around here, its what i did. But he could still just go to a hospital tell them he is suicidal and they will make sure he gets the help he needs.
 
maxitab

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It's okay, you are not to know how we do things......which is why I asked the question about where he is.
Most of us on the forum are UK based, maybe that's because it is where the forum actually is, geographically. There is a section on the US, but like lots of the other locations it doesn't seem to be used much, which is a shame. Not that you need to keep to that section, not at all.
Anyways, :welcome: to you too........
 
Valarie

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I found this place when i searched the word bipolar on my android market, so im using it as an app on my phone.
 
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