- Feb 10, 2019
- Lake Worth Florida
I have been married for 4 and a half years. I adopted my wife's two boys. I lied on the initial date about my life, my history, etc. I continued to lie throughout our marriage of telling "tall tales". I'm EXTREMELY jealous of her history to where I can't even deal with with herreminiscing around old friends and in-laws. My emotional outbursts and mood swings are uncontrollable and sporadic. I recently came forward about my past truths since we started marriage counseling. Intimacy, trust and respect are lost in our marriage. She hasn't cut ties just yet, however I feel an overwhelming fear of losing my family. I have little to no self worth. I've been this way since before my marriage. I've always lied about my life to everyone. I used to be a drug addict. Haven't abused drugs in a while. I'm on adderall and lexapro for ADHD and dysthymia, but there seems to be another underlying issue, such as a personality disorder per online research. HELP!