- Aug 18, 2021
Im not sure why, but I had this idea in my head that I’d come home and feel better, you know? Managed to get into some wood work today, I enjoy that, keeps my mind focused and feels good when you’ve built something. But oh. My moods are still so shit. Back to the couch I go. God I just feel wrecked. A mess. Would greatly appreciate regaining the ability to control my emotions and not have tearys all the fucking time. Ugh. What an I even crying for? Don’t know. Just depressed.