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shell
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I hate this illness I hope my husband comes home soon I'm scared and alone and not coping My head doesn't feel right


i9 dont get up till 11 most days shellI'm suffering really bad depression. I didn't get up till 11.00. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Everything is an effort I can't cope. I'm taking my meds not drinking yet I still feel so bad. I can't communicate with my kids I'm bad tempered angry and struggling like mad
all I can do is sit and cry. I'm taking seroquel 300mg 200mg at night and 100mg in the morning I'm sure the drug is doing nothing. I forced myself to do some house work and took the dog out with my daughter on her bike but still my head won't stop racing im sick of this
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I hate this illness I hope my husband comes home soon I'm scared and alone and not coping My head doesn't feel right. If he was not here I'm so worried the kids would be taken off me , it sounds bad but I find them such hard work at the moment I just want things to get better
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Shell, tomorrow will be betterJust wanted to say thanks for your replies its so nice knowing people understand and care. I managed to make tea wash up and go for a walk. I have my next appointment on Fri he is so reluctant to give me an antidepressant I feel I need one the seroquel is just good for making me sleep it does nothing else I'm sick of him telling me to up the dose he doesn't want me going high I would much rather feel happy and have energy than feel like this sorry. I'm in a foul mood probably pmt as well. All I have done is scream and shout at everyone now I feel bad. I hope tomorrow is going to be better xxxx
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