- Dec 22, 2014
i'm having the worst time in my life, i always think about my future all the day and even i'm sleeping i think about it and i have that fear to do something or to be somebody i'm not cause of fear,i'm with a girl from 3 months now and everytime things about to get serious i feel afraid and i stop everything, my friends always laugh at me telling me you can't treat a woman and protect her,i want so bad to marry her and be in the same house with her but i have that fear of you know(you gotta be the man) (you have to do that and that cause you are a man) every person i know telling me how weak i'm when it come to woman cause my fear its kinda clear and yea im afraid, i'm that strong man in everything but when it come to women and when i think about spending my life with one people tell me there r things i have to do to protect her and idk what is that, i mean i want to be with her so bad but i dont want to fight or anything i dont want to get my face broken or something i want to be in peace with my lady i dont want to feel like 24/7 that someone will try to hurt her and u gotta fight back, when i talked to my friends they said that im not a man enough or called me gay! and p*** and i really start to thing there is something wrong with me plz tell me how i can make that fear go away!!it just the idea and be with her in the same house freak me out and i feel like maybe we get married and in the 3 or 4 week she will tell me that she get bored!!cause u know girls love bad guys and this crazy stuffs and my girl is that kind i really love her but i'm so scared!! HELP!