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AussieGirl
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Had to leave my (really good) job today, on no notice (my boss was so understanding) and have to go back to australia to sort things out because i can't get the support in england.
i tried to overdose on my tablets on the weekend, i told the doctor i was scared to be alone and scared what i'd do to myself, that i had hid knives around the house - and all he said to me was 'your actual doctor is away for three weeks, until he gets back, we can't change your meds, but i need to take those off you'
so now i'm stuck with no meds. my mum has booked me a plane ticket home but i'm devastated, i loved london, and i'm leaving behind my partner (he is coming in a few weeks as he has to sort out our apartment)
i thought i had it all and now i feel like i have nothing...
So, so, so down....after a weekend of being up
Getting sick of this now

i tried to overdose on my tablets on the weekend, i told the doctor i was scared to be alone and scared what i'd do to myself, that i had hid knives around the house - and all he said to me was 'your actual doctor is away for three weeks, until he gets back, we can't change your meds, but i need to take those off you'
so now i'm stuck with no meds. my mum has booked me a plane ticket home but i'm devastated, i loved london, and i'm leaving behind my partner (he is coming in a few weeks as he has to sort out our apartment)
i thought i had it all and now i feel like i have nothing...
So, so, so down....after a weekend of being up
Getting sick of this now
