
frisas45
Well-known member
Every evening, I feel no happiness. I take walks, and I feel no joy.
I can figure out why; I've been dealing with a lot of shit recently. Delusional mother who distrusts me, the heavy responsibility, the schoolwork, all that crap is fucking me up. A month ago, my mother went on a ranting binge every single day, and I had to take sole responsibility- family couldn't do shit. Although she recovered, classes are still tough because I couldn't understand Korean.
I have to do a lot of tests and shit and I have to do more assignments. It depresses me.
I'm 100% sure I'm burnt out. Even taking rest don't help- a few days don't do anything because my college pumps me too much assignments. I need a month off. But is it enough?
I can figure out why; I've been dealing with a lot of shit recently. Delusional mother who distrusts me, the heavy responsibility, the schoolwork, all that crap is fucking me up. A month ago, my mother went on a ranting binge every single day, and I had to take sole responsibility- family couldn't do shit. Although she recovered, classes are still tough because I couldn't understand Korean.
I have to do a lot of tests and shit and I have to do more assignments. It depresses me.
I'm 100% sure I'm burnt out. Even taking rest don't help- a few days don't do anything because my college pumps me too much assignments. I need a month off. But is it enough?