I have walked through life hoping for good to happen wanting to learn and be good like everyone else. Every path I have gone down has led me from bad to worse. I have never succeeded only brought hardship on others. I constantly see the look of disappointment in the eyes of everyone around me. I don't belong anywhere, I don't even know who I am. I like someone and she doesn't even know I exist I'm there to her she knows me and talks to me sometimes but I don't exist to her if that makes sense. I'm not good enough for anyone. I fail at work when I was yonger i failed in school I failed at sports which i thought I was pretty good at especially martial arts but i failed there too. I don't belong anywhere.