- Feb 6, 2020
If you didn’t like or trust your new pdoc, what would you do? I don’t tell him anything! My old pdoc was great, but he retired. I can talk to my tdoc, she is great, but ultimately under my pdoc in the team hierarchy. My pdoc thinks I’m doing well, and is even reducing my medication. The truth is quite the contrary, he thinks I’m fine because that’s what I tell him, the truth is that the glue that held me together is rapidly coming unglued, I have a barrage of voices day and night, I can’t sleep because of it. The voices torture me with pain, and I’m scared that I’ll do any of the things they keep telling me to do. I don’t want to harm anyone, but another night of this is too much to bear.