Thank you so much
I didn't know where else to turn, I've tried talking to my mother about this tonight but it's so hard when I don't want her to worry, which she does.
This is my second week back at work full time, and boy I'm struggling bad. Today has been hell. By 9.30 I was really struggling not to cry, which when you're in charge of someone elses children is totally inappropriate. Especially as I don't even have an office I can go hide in. I'm basically propping the mum up at the moment because her husband is away at sea, she's just gone back to work after maternity leave, plus moved in to a new house which is currently being ripped apart by electricians/plumbers etc. I am her backbone at the moment, but no one is mine

. Trying to work in these conditions is nigh on impossible yet I keep telling the mum it'll be fine, and it won't last forever. Trouble is I'm already at my wits end. Not with the children, I adore them, but with the working environment which is adding on the stress I don't need.
Tonight I literally came in the door, had a couple of mouthfulls of food and collapsed on my bed in tears

I am far too tired to eat, and it only occured to me tonight I've barely eaten a thing really for quite a few days, I'm so stressed out

Plus my gp upped my amitriptyline to 50mg, but I can't take it because it knocks me out for the next day, so that's stressing me as well.
Help, I'm feeling closer to the edge than I've felt in such a long time
