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I Would Rather Stay a Slave

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people who hurt you deeply never move on easily. It's a karmic things. Look Salima, don't you notice those who hurted you has received their part meanwhile ? You are not alone, you are not forgotten, they have been punished, you have been heard ! It's not your fault!
May I point out that her name is Sallimae76 not Salima
 
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You need to get professional help, medication. Love kev
 
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He tells me I'm ugly, dumb, not feminine, and that "models" are waiting in a line for anonymous sex, and orgies, and gay clubs and strip clubs. So why is he here with me? Doesn't make sense.
He's gets a sense of power over you, making him feel better, by making you feel bad, makes him feel better.

By reading your thread,
You are bettter and deserve better then that.
 
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Why doesn't he just kill me? I just don't understand. There is nothing for me in this life. He should only make the ones he loves.
 
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I am just trying to retreat from all of the sex abuse and the degrading, dehumanizing sex act representations. Why won't he let me live a quiet G rated life?
 
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I just can't believe he is attacking me for wanting love, and abstaining from anonymous sex acts. Our god is so fucking ugly, I am so deeply disgusted.
 
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There is nothing wrong actually with sexual desires. It's all relative in the end and one shouldn't feel guilty about this. In the end is all about your actions, if you don't do something against another person's will then you are ok. These are your thoughts actually and they are actually very common amongst people. Don't over think it.
 
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Once again Linus, I don't know what you are talking about. I want my position on sex and sexuality to be respected. I have the right to self determination. I am not a living sex toy.
 
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Look @sallimae76, you are experiencing paranoid delusions and are mentally ill with a psychotic episode, part of you knows this otherwise you wouldn't be posting this tuff on a mental health forum. It isn't god talking to you it is fucked up brain chemistry caused by trauma. You need professionaql help and medication, get yourself to a doctor honey.
 
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Whatever you say. I know the truth of what is happening to me. I know these voices are a continuation of my sexual abuse. Our creator is a filthy flawed white man.
 
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So why are you posting this on a forum about mental health and not religion then? Part of you knows you are mentally ill.
 
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He is an abomination that needs to be replaced. He is a sexual abuser that does not respect me as a woman. I have tried to retreat from the sex abuse, and he will not allow me to live a quiet humble life. I know this is his playground, and he thinks he has the divine right to experiment on me.
 
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So why are you posting this on a forum about mental health and not religion then? Part of you knows you are mentally ill.

If you don't like my posts, don't read or respond to them.
 
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God isn't talking to you, you are experiencing psychosis and/or schizophrenia and need professional help. Why others who read and post in your threads aren't trying to encourage you to do this is beyond me. You also need therapy to resolve your childhood trauma when you are more stable. Once again if you are not mentally ill why are you posting this stuff on a mental health forum?
 
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