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why would you fight for call it an abomination ??? Let it be !!!
she is talking about child sex abuse
why shouldn't she call it an abomination
she has every right to be furious !
 
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child sex abuse is indeed an abomination, I told you already I fight against it daily!
I told her it's not her fault! And guilty people have been punished already!!!!
And she should go from calling others people debauchery from an abomination to understanding and forgiveness. And Zoe1 do not ever make me say sex child abuse is anything else an abomination, please, thanks you for your support here, and thanks for helping others too, me too faces difficulty meanwhile, stay cool, love <3
 
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I dont see how you could know
if the guilty people have been punished

you dont know Sallimae personally or who these people were
who should be getting prison sentences
 
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I told her to look forward and observe if yes or no people who hurted her have been found sick or with severe illness such as to observe karma is a things and faith can be trusted again, that's my way of looking at life within my spirituals beliefs, it's normal to feel guilt for a long period when you are a victim.
 
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I offered forgive and forget, he/they chose to attack me with voices. nohope4u still won't tell me what I am being punished for.
 
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TRIGGER WARNING!

Child abusers, especially child rapists should get the death penalty. I don't care if the child abuser is a man or a woman either. It can be slow and painful too. :whistle:
 
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screaming "we're mad" and "burn" non-stop in my ear.
 
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Lots of love and support Sallimae. I was molested when I was younger. I know how bad and dirty it feels. But it's not our fault. It is the fault of our abusers. Please don't feel guilty. You did nothing wrong sweetie. You are clean. :grouphug:
 
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screaming "we're mad" and "burn" non-stop in my ear.
Honey I hear voices too. Just recently I heard a creepy male voice call my name and tell me to come here. Voices are terrifying I know. I take an anti psychotic everyday for mine. They have improved a lot. They help me realize I'm having a hallucination when that happens and it calms me down. Do you take an antipsychotic? If not please see a psychiatrist and get put on an antipsychotic. 🤗
 
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TRIGGER WARNING!

Child abusers, especially child rapists should get the death penalty. I don't care if the child abuser is a man or a woman either. It can be slow and painful too. :whistle:
I use to make excuses for my abusers. My sisters who attempted to expose to porn at age 5, but I ran out, then sat me down again at age 10, has always been jealous, like a lover with me. She now pretends she is a "Christian", and the perfect housewife. She touched my vagina in the bathtub and made me touch hers before the porn (maybe around age 6). I really had no concept of what was going on. My other sister allowed her to do this to me. My other sister (her twin) knew she was showing me porn, yet did nothing to protect me. I believe they chose to show me porn again at age 5 because I had two male nephews the same age that I spent the summer with. We were happy, virgin children. I believe they wanted me to approach my nephews (twins) for sex.

My brother use to leave porn out where I could find it as a child, then he would surprise me and say "I caught you" and acted like he was disciplining me. The truth is that it turned him on to see me watching it as a child. He had sex with his girlfriend on my bed. Don't know why. Till this day he pretends like he is a pillar of the community. He use to talk of "wicked women" in the early days too.
 
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You don't have to suffer sweetie. There are treatments out there than can help you. There are people that care about you too. I even have visual hallucinations too. But they also improved thanks to my antipsychotic. I never will stop taking my medication again. :cheekkiss::peace::grouphug:
 
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I have so many more stories, that I am just admitting to. I have cut them off. I will only see them one more time in my life, at my mother's funeral.
 
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I don't believe this is a medication issue, but yes, I have an appointment to get on some meds. I hope it helps.
 
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I use to make excuses for my abusers. My sisters who attempted to expose to porn at age 5, but I ran out, then sat me down again at age 10, has always been jealous, like a lover with me. She now pretends she is a "Christian", and the perfect housewife. She touched my vagina in the bathtub and made me touch hers before the porn (maybe around age 6). I really had no concept of what was going on. My other sister allowed her to do this to me. My other sister (her twin) knew she was showing me porn, yet did nothing to protect me. I believe they chose to show me porn again at age 5 because I had two male nephews the same age that I spent the summer with. We were happy, virgin children. I believe they wanted me to approach my nephews (twins) for sex.

My brother use to leave porn out where I could find it as a child, then he would surprise me and say "I caught you" and acted like he was disciplining me. The truth is that it turned him on to see me watching it as a child. He had sex with his girlfriend on my bed. Don't know why. Till this day he pretends like he is a pillar of the community. He use to talk of "wicked women" in the early days too.
TRIGGER WARNING
A male family friend and my mother molested me. My mom even made me take off all my clothes so she could take a pic of my bare behind. I am so angry I threw away that picture! Now I have no proof she did that! I should have showed it to the police! 😠😠That's so gross sweetie. But it's on them not you. You were just a child. You are not to blame. 🤗🤗🤗🤗
 
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I don't believe this is a medication issue, but yes, I have an appointment to get on some meds. I hope it helps.
I meant for your hallucinations hun. I recommend therapy for your past trauma. 🤗
 
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