I was discharged from hospital yesterday

Pixie37

Pixie37

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I'm trying hard to stay safe. I managed to go and see my nurse today. She is trying to pull me out of the totally suicidal state. I have to plan little things to do to distract myself and not go to bed as this will make the thoughts worsen. She says understanding they are just thoughts helps. She says hospital is in the past now and because i've lost interest in everything i have to bring new things in to my life and change things i do to different days etc and get a good variety of things. i see my gp on monday.
 
Bloodred1889

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Sorry i'm still a mess. Thats evil my pdoc discharging me when i'm still totally suicidal with no family or friends to look after me. Its made me feel 10 times worse than i did. That my pdoc and nurses dont care that i'm suicidal. I am being treated differently cause i have BPD not bipolar or schizophrenia like my fellow patients. And my pdoc said this "i know its harsh" feel like they not hearing or caring i'm seriously ill. I've given up asking for help. :(
i hear you ppl with schizophrenia get help easily, while me and you are just left to deal with it like we are children!
 
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