I was discharged from hospital yesterday

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I had to phone my nurse cause i was in bed terrified of what i might do. So i've had a long talk with her on the phone about things. She says the thoughts are just thoughts they are not you. And that we are going to work on this tomorow to help me understand what is going on then i'll feel better once i have control cause she says these suicidal thoughts are not going to stop. She says i've to pop out of bed even just for a coffee :) :(
 
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((((Pixie)))) Your nurse talks sense...Hope you're ok xx
 
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Yeah that sounds like nice/and true things your Nurse said. Let us all know how the session went Pixie. I think I can speak for everyone to say that we are all thinking about you & wanting to support you the best that we can. ((hugs for Pixie)) x
 
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I just want to say a big thank you to you all for your kind support since i was discharged.
So THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH :thankyou: :flowers: (y) :thanku:

:grouphug:
 
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Hi Pixie sorry you are going through hell like this, can you get to see your GP to explain how bad you feel ?
or could you phone Samh http://www.samh.org.uk/contact.php they could offer support, although your GP could do this, you could get a support worker to provide you with practical and emotional support so you would not be alone ?
I wish I could do more for you we care about you so please do not hurt yourself
 
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I'm trying hard to stay safe. I managed to go and see my nurse today. She is trying to pull me out of the totally suicidal state. I have to plan little things to do to distract myself and not go to bed as this will make the thoughts worsen. She says understanding they are just thoughts helps. She says hospital is in the past now and because i've lost interest in everything i have to bring new things in to my life and change things i do to different days etc and get a good variety of things. i see my gp on monday.
 
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Sorry i'm still a mess. Thats evil my pdoc discharging me when i'm still totally suicidal with no family or friends to look after me. Its made me feel 10 times worse than i did. That my pdoc and nurses dont care that i'm suicidal. I am being treated differently cause i have BPD not bipolar or schizophrenia like my fellow patients. And my pdoc said this "i know its harsh" feel like they not hearing or caring i'm seriously ill. I've given up asking for help. :(
i hear you ppl with schizophrenia get help easily, while me and you are just left to deal with it like we are children!
 
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