I want to relapse

Justafriend95

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Today I have my exam.. my head is heavy, my hands are wet and my entire body is in stress..

A few minutes away from again a panic attack.. I can't do this.. I feel like like sh so bad.. it's all to much.. I didn't sleep great last night.. it was horrible.

This is going to be a bad bad day πŸ˜“
 
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I got a 7 for my exam 😲πŸ₯° so happy and surprised. He told me he found me spontaneous and comfortable to speak with.

IDK how this happened but I'm happy
 
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Today I did send an email to the healthcare center. Because they have 8 different numbers and I didn't know what the right one was.

I hope to hear something tomorrow so I can fix therapy and stuff..

This night I had a birthday party and I enjoyed it. Now I'm alone laying in my bed. J isn't home her and it is 23:00 at night..

Beside my okey day I did sh. IDK why to be honest. I was alone at home again.. something I'm not really good at..

Tomorrow I'm free.. I hope it doesn't rain. Maybe I can bike a bit of walk for a few hours... Feeling great from the cake... And snacks.

@Jules5 today's photos
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The plants above are propagated plants.
1) monstera
2) Bromelia

Proud plant Mommy
 
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well done for phoning the health centre,

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

🧑 :hug5: :love::loveshower::loveshower::loveshower:🌠
 
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oh ok , well happy birthday to her then !

how are things going with you Friend ?

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oh ok , well happy birthday to her then !

how are things going with you Friend ?

:loveshower:
Today I'm doing okay. I was home alone and I made some stickers for my business. I'm just starting but I think I want to do that for living. Opening my own webshop πŸ₯°

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yes very professional, looks like you are going places with that !

:loveshower: 🌠
 
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Today is a day with ups and downs. I saw my family and it's beautiful weather so that's a plus.

But I also had to say goodbye to my grand father. This Thursday his tube is going to be removed and we expect him to die like a few days after that.. so I saw him today. That's really sad..

My head doesnt know how to handle in this kind of situations..
 
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awww im so sorry Friend

I know what its like to lose someone like that
keep posting about it I am listening

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Today my first day at my internship. I'm so nervous... 😬😬😬😬
 
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It was a weird day. I was at my internship at 8:30 in the morning and they forgot that I was coming so they prepared my table and the things that I needed and then I got a tour in the company.

Always handy to know where you can pie if you have to πŸ™ƒ than everybody got in a meeting and I was left alone. So I entertaint myself.

I made a design for my internship book and I started with the first assessment. At that end of the day someone helped me with my questions and than I made my review.

So I had no assessment but I created my own and it was a fun day!

At the end I did get an apologie for the boss. This wasn't how he wanted to do this. And he was very sorry.

So yeah 😊

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k Friend

I hope they were really impressed with that
you showed yourself to be a self starter
really keen and motivated

very well done !

looking forward to hearing how it pans out

:loveshower: :loveshower: :loveshower: 🌠
 
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