My necklace that I got from my best friend 5 years ago broke... It was a necklace that reminded me to stay strong and stay alive. A promises I made 5 years ago..
It means so much to me.. I'm crying my eyes out..
Feel like hope is gone.. I know how stupid that sounds. Like no necklace is going to save you..
But it was my reminder that I do matter and don't need to do shit to myself.
It feels like a promise is broken.. idk why it hurts that much..
I wanted to go as @Lunar Lady put's it hoboing tonight, I really just wanted to take off and just disappear from everything for a while but it's not good for me, I don't sleep evry well at the best fo times and when I'm wandering I'll average two or three hoursa night every couple of days - a couple of day's of that and the hallucinations and paranoia will kick in. Instead I came on here and tried to help and support people and the feelins have passed. Like all thoughts and feelings if you leave them alone they will go on their merry way. Pm me if you need someone to talk to, I'll be around for a bit. If not PM me any time and If I'm around I'll get back to you. Here to listen.