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Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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oh ok , well happy birthday to her then !

how are things going with you Friend ?

:loveshower:
Today I'm doing okay. I was home alone and I made some stickers for my business. I'm just starting but I think I want to do that for living. Opening my own webshop 🥰

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yes very professional, looks like you are going places with that !

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Today is a day with ups and downs. I saw my family and it's beautiful weather so that's a plus.

But I also had to say goodbye to my grand father. This Thursday his tube is going to be removed and we expect him to die like a few days after that.. so I saw him today. That's really sad..

My head doesnt know how to handle in this kind of situations..
 
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awww im so sorry Friend

I know what its like to lose someone like that
keep posting about it I am listening

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Today my first day at my internship. I'm so nervous... 😬😬😬😬
 
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It was a weird day. I was at my internship at 8:30 in the morning and they forgot that I was coming so they prepared my table and the things that I needed and then I got a tour in the company.

Always handy to know where you can pie if you have to 🙃 than everybody got in a meeting and I was left alone. So I entertaint myself.

I made a design for my internship book and I started with the first assessment. At that end of the day someone helped me with my questions and than I made my review.

So I had no assessment but I created my own and it was a fun day!

At the end I did get an apologie for the boss. This wasn't how he wanted to do this. And he was very sorry.

So yeah 😊

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k Friend

I hope they were really impressed with that
you showed yourself to be a self starter
really keen and motivated

very well done !

looking forward to hearing how it pans out

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Sorry Justafriend. I am here for you. All the pictures you posted of your vacation really touched me. I am so thankful for you and you inspiration. I never knew my grandparents at a good level. Never knew my father either. My mom has cancer and she is 85 this I feel. I am so horrified that she will pass away. She is my rock. I wish I would pass away before she does. sad but true. What would I do without my mom. God Bless and lots of love and hugs sent your way
 
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I feel numb last 3 days. Stayed home instead of going to my internship. They know why..

Didn't sh didn't feel the need to do that. Just crying a lot. Can't take a lot of shit.. if someone is horrible or I don't like something I'm crying.. so my head hurts and my eyes.. but that's it..

Wednesday is the funeral and J will carry the casket (I believe you write it like that).
I have to walk with Grandma.. really terrified I can't stop crying...
 
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awww I'm sorry sweetie
you are handling it quite well actually
because you are aware of your grief and vulnerability at this time
so you are not in denial about it

and crying is very good for you

what was grand dad like ?

:hug5: 💜
 
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