- May 9, 2020
I’m tired of being “better.” I hate doing what everyone wants me to do. Take my meds and go to work and be happy. Have goals and aspirations. I just want to let myself free from all of this. I want to experience my emotions freely and act upon them how I need to. I’m tired of being ridiculed for not handling things right. I want to quit everything in life and lay in bed and wither away. I feel so intensely right now. I can’t do anything about it except go to work tomorrow. I feel so alone and stuck in this world.