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Hello513Zombie

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I want to kill myself. Ive had enough I withdrew from my nursing school program. I hate myself I want to die
 
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Wanttofeelpeace5

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If you were training to be a nurse you are obviously a caring soul . So many jobs you can do to help people . World needs more people like you , not less . Things will work out for you .
 
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Hello513Zombie

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If you were training to be a nurse you are obviously a caring soul . So many jobs you can do to help people . World needs more people like you , not less . Things will work out for you .
I have no idea if i will be allowed to continue as a nurse
 
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SomeSwedishGirl

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You’re reaching out now though. That means something.
And I am so sorry that you’ve ended up in such a dark place. Wish I could toss you a light.
 
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sun123

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maybe it's just time for you to spend time alone! maybe nursing school is stressful, but being a caring person like you, maybe you could do something like volunteer work, or just go to pet shops or adoption centers to look at baby animals if you like them. i enjoy doing that when i feel low. if you want to talk i'm always here.
 
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Your inner pain must be really deep if you have such feelings, but be gentle with yourself :hug: we are all humans, we make mistakes, but we can learn from them in a nurturing way. Maybe you can contact your nursing school to know if you can be re-accepted in the program; if it is not this year, the next one. I hope you can feel better and you can find inner peace and inner love.
 
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03ash

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you can be a good nurse still I have a friend that suffered some serve mental health issues resulting in multiple hospitalization whilst a nurse and they were supported in their job.
 
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SClub7_Fan

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Hi. I know the feeling. I used to get suicidal a lot. I agree with the person who said
Take the year out bud and re-evaluate
Put yourself first for once. Your mental health needs a time out. It's not selfish to pur yourself first, it's important. If you don't feel good mentally, then how are you supposed to concentrate on your studies? Better to get your mental wellbeing sorted out NOW. Not later. Please consider phoning the Samaritans. If you have a social worker, then you need to tell them how you're feeling. Please don't be scared of any psychiatric help. It's there for a reason. :flowers:

Why do you want to kill yourself? You don't have to tell us why. It would just help to know the reason/reason's.
 
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george81

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I'm sorry you feel this way. It's true though that you can take a year out and return to your course when ready, it will always be there for you. You must be a very special person to take on a nursing course as it's very hard and requires a lot of effort and learning but you will make a brilliant nurse because you have a caring side to you and that's something that can't be taught at university! Please look after yourself first and then go back to your course when ready, you will have such a rewarding career and will find such value in your job. We all wish you the best x
 
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tigerclaw

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I think there are more people on this planet that think this way than you´d believe. I also felt alone for a long time, but then I started to read through those posts and there are SO many people that feel similiar.

You are not alone. But don´t give up on life. I mean, we are all going to die someday. It will be over someday, why end it now? Why end it before you´ve tried everything you wanted to try, before you lived. Imagine, 50 years later, you look back and you´re happy you haven´t done it. There is always something worth living for, life is a gift. You were born with nothing, all you can do is gain something.

I wish you all the best. x
 
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