I want to kill myself

L

lilrose

New member
Joined
Jul 16, 2018
Messages
3
#1
I’m 25 and have been struggling with my health for eight years, over the past year my health has deteriorated. I can’t leave the house and I have no social life so my mental health has also declined. I now suffer with sever anxiety and depression. All I think about is how I want to kill myself. My life is crap. My health issues are constantly there making me cry - I’m miserable. I just want to end it all.
 
letmein

letmein

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 10, 2016
Messages
750
#2
I’m 25 and have been struggling with my health for eight years, over the past year my health has deteriorated. I can’t leave the house and I have no social life so my mental health has also declined. I now suffer with sever anxiety and depression. All I think about is how I want to kill myself. My life is crap. My health issues are constantly there making me cry - I’m miserable. I just want to end it all.
are you getting any support from your doctor? and mental health services? if not please seek help asap.
 
L

lilrose

New member
Joined
Jul 16, 2018
Messages
3
#3
Back where I lived before they offered me mental health help but i only have mental health difficulties because of my illnesses - one that can get fixed but they’re not in a rush to help me knowing how I feel. My doctors have let me down for eight years.
 
letmein

letmein

Well-known member
Joined
Oct 10, 2016
Messages
750
#4
Back where I lived before they offered me mental health help but i only have mental health difficulties because of my illnesses - one that can get fixed but they’re not in a rush to help me knowing how I feel. My doctors have let me down for eight years.
where do you live?
 
A

AvicennaD

Well-known member
Joined
Jun 23, 2018
Messages
58
#7
I'm here. You didn't mention much details about your illness, but I want to share with you something. I'm also suffering from being not understood, and hence I feel a huge lack and loneliness. But about health, what has been inspiring me and giving me some good feelings to overcome physical illness is eating healthy and stretching and playing anything. I started to make sure I moved at least a little, if not, then stretched a little (yoga is really good and I like it). It sounds very cliché but this was also how I felt about it. Until I realised that my health is deteriorating. I started to care more about what do I ingest and for how long do seat my bum. I don't know how to motivate you to get into this, but trust me that challenges imposed by this new habit are so fulfilling when tamed even if a little (I do stretching for 20 mins on my bed right before I sleep). Please do try this and don't think that this is irrelevant to you, you're a human and we all feed on the same positive things.
 
frogsplash

frogsplash

Well-known member
Joined
Dec 30, 2017
Messages
235
#8
lilrose dont give up you should speak to your doctor again, let them know how much worse you are doing and they should make you a priority/move you closer to getting help with your health issues
 
I

IWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH

Guest
#9
I hope you stay safe. I agree with other commentors. Please advocate for yourself until you get the help you need. :hug:
 
R

Rusalochka

Guest
#10
There's a way out of these depressing moments that doesn't involve hurting yourself. I mention therapy a lot here because for me, it honestly helped so much. There are terrible therapists out there, but when you find a nice one, it really helps bring hope back into your life.
 

Similar threads